Y Sunday, May 31, 2009
I got my results yesterday .
teacher said i improved .
Chinese and C.humanities-->A2
Chemistry and Physics-->B3
English and Biology-->B4
Emaths-->C5(sucks)
Amaths-->E8(freaking difficult !)
anyway , today whole day was like sucks .
baby never really look for me today .
from 2 plus i think , he played dota .
he said when his game ends , he will call me
i wait till 5 plus , called him and he's still playing .
whad th hell la . CTI(cannot take it )
went to West coast after that .
took 963 and saw his group of friends .
started studying at 7.30 till 9.30 .
when walking home , saw his ex-classmate !
talk till 1o.30 thn went to look for mummy and jie !
went to walk walk at pasar malam thn home .
so tired . I wait until now , he didn't call me nor sms me .
whad kind of boy is this ? hais .
I'm tired , really tired . still waiting . will continue to wait till he calls .
but i bet , when he reach home .
he'll say that he go and bath . after that he'll call me .
And will freaking say " dear , i'm tired . i want to sleep le ! goodnight !"
standard de lo . sianz diao . I hate this feeling .
I don't want to be lonely , alone .
but i can't help it . it's just his way of life !
i really hopes that he sees this and knows whad i'm thinking .
i don't have th time to go oud . yes , it's my fault not to accompany him .
but i've got no choice . i didn't choose this decision .
I'm really happy that you've open your mouth to say whad you want ,
thank you , I really treasure th message alot .
But no matter whad happens , I'll still love you .
YYY
Because I love you.
2:13 AM
